I put on a dress I haven’t worn in a year or so . It is a vintage purple with white polka dot dress that goes to just above my knees. I did my hair straight with curls at the ends. It is shiny and mostly sleek.
I woke up at 4am and didn’t have to go to work until 7am. I really wanted to stay in my pajamas and dragged myself to the shower. But, I find dressing up when I feel like garbage makes me feel a little better.
My doctor prescribed me a new medicine last week, Saphris. Its working, yes. I do overall have a little more pep in my step. Although sometimes I am angry for no reason and people in general piss me off. I hate that I feel like that.
Now, though, I just feel angry that I let someone get away with making me a fool.