I am craving chaos. Things are so mellow and I am being so careful that I am bored. I don’t want to feel this way, but I do.
I lost K, my new therapist. She called to tell me she will no longer be with the facility I see her at. She wishes me luck and tells me nice things about myself before she leaves for good. I don’t want to go through finding another therapist. It would be good for me, I know.