Hopeful now

Its excited me. Where my day was bland, I feel nervous and hopeful now. 

I received a call for an interview for the nursing program I have been crossing my fingers and toes for. If anyone happens to come across this, can you cross yours for me, too? 

It will be this coming Monday in the afternoon. I think I will do a good job in the interview. I must remember I am capable. I doubt myself so much. I wish I didn’t.

After this call, I immediately received another. It was my new therapist, K, letting me know she was leaving the facility for a new position. I was just starting to feel comfortable. I am happy for her. I don’t look forward to starting new again. 

I am going to take a nap now. Oh! I haven’t smoked a cigarette at all today. This is the first time in 8 years. I almost wanted to.


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